Had a different dream last night, instead of walking alone I found myself with a friend (C), we’ve went to my classmate’s house (AZ), we found her in the balcony talking to another classmate (AY). We’ve went inside their house but still found ourselves in the balcony talking about something, and the friend with me (C) is in the living room tinkering something which I think her phone. Anyway, I can’t fully remember what we are talking about, it looks like classmate (AY)  is complaining for not getting an invitation card but then later we found out she wasn’t at home when the mailman came so she wasn’t aware she has one at home. Then my friend and I left my classmate’s home, I found ourselves walking in a street which is under-construction, and suddenly my friend walked ahead of me and we took a different road.

Walking alone, I found myself in an empty street and that’s where I stumbled in a small court (basketball court) along the sidewalk, there are people in line it looks like there will be a mass wedding, the curious me went near and I found a bulletin board where the name of couple waiting to be wed were listed.  In my dream the event works like this, anyone can asked their name listed and when their partner showed up in the court, they could get married.  Surprisingly I found J’s name written on it, I have asked around and I was told J is going to be married to me but unfortunately I showed up late so we cannot be included to the couple who will get married, I’ve tried to ask if it is possible just to let us, a classmate who’s part of the group facilitating the event felt sorry because she tried to include us but the rule is very strict.  I felt sad, and I my eyes wandered looking for J thinking he already left in despair.

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On my dream I saw a waiting shed along the court, there is an old man and beside the old man I’ve seen J when he moved his head out, he is looking pale and thin. It was then I was told by the organizers he is been waiting for me so long but I showed up so late. J with dark spots encircling his eyes felt sorry for something but I didn’t let him finished talking because I felt sorry seeing him looking sick and waiting for me so long, I wasn’t aware nor expecting he is going to wait for me after what happened to us.  I hugged him and I found out he lost a lot of weight, he looks like he just came from sick bed.  To make it short, J is worrying what my family would think which I replied everything is fine, then he piggy back me and we walked and run home to my family’s house and I woke up.

Wondering what my dream could mean I searched online and here’s what I found Dream of the husband’s getting a pale face and getting exhausted signals that the dreamer may suffer a serious illness, or one of the family members may fall sick. I hope this isn’t true, and I hope there is nothing serious on the pain I am experiencing in my chest and pain in my shoulder blade right now and I hope he is well.

Dreams are normal occurrence to me every night but there are times I can’t remember my dreams and there are times I can. According to what I have read from quora.com it is normal because there are some theories suggesting that we remember our dreams when our brain transfers them from short-term to long-term memory before waking up. One possibility is that our brain neuro-chemicals during sleep are very different from during wake time and so they don’t allow us to consolidate memory.

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Anyway, on my dream last night I saw myself wearing a student uniform in the street, then I went uphill where there are houses, I saw fellow students along the way but I am walking alone, I continue walking in pebbled dirt road, it my dream it wasn’t my first time going to the area, it looks like I have been there once with my friends and classmates. Well, there are a lot of trees around but what caught my attention is the cacao trees, they are bearing fruits, a lot of fruits that trees are almost covered by them then I saw myself picking a cacao fruit while it is raining but I guess it is more of stealing because I am scared to be caught that I have to hide the fruit in my bag right away, I continue walking until I reached a very tall bamboo gate fence which I think more than 20 feet high, been there before but this fence wasn’t there, the old bamboo fence is a bit farther, so I am anticipating to see vacant lot  behind it but when I peep through the spaces I’ve seen a  new bamboo house with gas lamp on, not just one house but about three of them and a few meters away is the old bamboo gate which is lower. After a while I decided to leave, there are few houses along the pebbled dirt road then suddenly I saw myself in a busy street, walking along the sidewalk. There are a lot of sidewalk stores with bright lights, I turned in an intersection and I passed through the famous bakeshop where I saw breads and pastries being beautifully tied with ribbon and displayed in shelves.  Inside I saw a young boy being held by an adult, in my mind there is a thought that I have to find a job soon, it looks like I am looking for a job that’s why I am in a busy street, and then I woke up.

I had a very weird dream again, fortunately I only remember a bit of my dream last night unlike the other night I didn’t remember anything. I don’t know how it started since I can’t remember my dream fully, it all started seeing myself with my grandmother and other cousins, it looks like we are waiting for something although I wasn’t sure who are we waiting and then we went to a store across the street to ask for a direction and then we walked to a certain location which isn’t clear to me where we really going, we reached a street but we just stand over there, I vividly remember seeing an old building in front of us, I had a camera with me but it was unclear if I’d use it, then I don’t know how the dream jump, all I remember seeing a sharp knife being pointed at me, someone is trying to kill me, I was scared then I wake up gasping for air, the photo below is the exact knife I saw but with different handle.

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Looking online here’s what I found, to see someone holding a knife in your dream suggests that you lack control or power in a situation or relationship. Alternatively, the person holding a knife in your dream may be symbolic of a dominant male figure in your waking life.

To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits. Alternatively, the dream represents feelings of being let down or betrayed by someone in your waking life. You are feeling overwhelmed, shocked and disappointed.