Stop, Look and Listen just a thought of having these photo. I took it the other night when we came from Family Mart 2nd (I call it 2nd because there’s another Family Mart near us which I called 1st). We went there because there’s no more meal at the first one.

Our new apartment is just beside the public school so there’s many students passing by the main street. And this is one of the street sign I’ve seen, cannot understand though what it says maybe “Drive Slow, Children Crossing” or the other way to make little children safe from and to school. It’s cute right? Looks like a little yellow cat.

This is Scottie, I love him so much. He is cute and sweet, he loves bathing and wearing nail polish on his nails.

This is JOVEN, the mother cat.

Paul, 1st daughter

Theodore

Snipey

Theodore (2)

Snipey, Snowbell, Theodore and Paul

I just want to show you guys how cute my cats are, I already now have a 7 cats at home.

When I have a problem, I just hugged my favorite cats (Snipey & Theodore), as if they know how I feel. My thoughts lessen for a bit, from the comfort and warm I have got from them.

I don’t how to start this, i just want to lessen up my feelings. I feel i am all alone out of this. I am Filipino who was married to a Canadian. I came from a poor family, my father is just a carpenter in town but behind this i graduated my degree, with the help of my scholarships. I am here in Korea, i have been here by a tourist visa changing it to F3, i had arrived here about last last week of July. My husband is a teacher here. My problem starts when my father had no more work, because he is just a freelance carpenter and you know how difficult life in the Philippines, there is a big competition with that kind of work. A typhoon strucks our Province, that makes their daily living harder. I want to help but i can’t, i don’t have a work here (my F3 visa won’t allow me to work too). It hurts when u hear them they cannot eat because there is nothing to eat, i know life is very difficult in there..coz i have experienced those difficulties and hardships. I am currently looking for work online, but for everybody’s knowing…it’s a hard thing to do, especially i am not a Korean speaker, i can’t even read Korean language. Filipinos get hired here through government, which means my tendecy to be hired is very low. I have told my husband that my family is in need, they are asking if i already have a work here. My husband ask me if i told them that i can’t work here with my visa. I said yes, he ask me too if my father is looking for a job or just waiting that i will have a job? I was insulted, he doesn’t even know how hard to look for a job as a carpenter, our province is just an island. People there were poor like us, so how could he have job if no one is going to build a house? My husband told me too, if i found work here, i will shoulder my own food and half of the utilities here, and maybe i could pay him the plane ticket he had purchased for me in order i can come here. He also added i will also pay the dental fee, he paid for me. Yes, it hurts! It just feel i am betrayed of someone I love. Do you ever think that your husband will askyou for the things he gave to you afterwards? I am really hurt, writing this blog i am crying. I can’t stop crying, I want him to understand me and my family. He gave me choices, either i can have work to other country or go home to the Philippines and find a work. I know that my family is my responsibility not his responsibility. What i want is some word of consolation, not to ask me anything afterwards. I am really hurt, especially sometimes he called me his maid. Even he call me like that in a a joke way, it still hurt from within.