Yhanne with her colorful pencils

The Ugly me. Yap, this is me when I was 13 years of age. My very first photo shot in a photo shop/centre except for school ID’s, it is my mother who brought me here after school, the shop is just near the school gate and it happened that Nanay knows the camera man so she was intrigued to push me inside to have this photo.
Do you see any difference in the photo? Well I know you don’t, the only things that make the photo different fro my new photos is my SMILE, as you can see there’s no smile on my lips. All of my photo when I am in grade school to high school looks like that, I never smile on my photo before.

I am a lonely little girl who lives on my own world, the four walls of my room. No playmates, nobody likes me. Everybody hates bullied me, if I am going to forget something that is my childhood in Odiongan. Just want to share my  MY AUTOBIORAPHY I did not change it anymore i first write my autobiography when I was in high school and re-written it when I was in college.

The deaf silence around the delivery room of TARLAC PROVINCIAL HOSPITAL was broke when a cute baby girl was born at exactly 5:20 in the morning, 17th of October, twenty years ago. The baby is few days earlier than the expected birth of November. As the first born in the family the baby became the strength and happiness of her parents, her father and her mother.
As the baby grows she already catches attention from the people surrounds her, everybody loves her as everybody admires her cuteness including those foreigners who get acquainted with her in her early years. There’s an instance that a father unselfishly offered his own child in return of the cute baby girl but her parents delightfully refused the offer. They lovingly treasured the cute baby girl and been baptized on April 05, 19878 at St. Vincent Catholic Church, Tarlac City. At eight months old YHANNE to her parents got her first step and in few months she has her first word “Mama! Papa! At age two and a month she already know how to translate animal names into English language, and at age three and a months the life of her parents became gray and dull when she was accidentally hitted and pinched by a running tricycle, she was hurriedly rushed to a private hospital without thinking of the bills because it is a matter of life and death. She got a lot of bruises on her back and a wound on her thigh but he most affected part was her head, softness occurred. It was a miracle that YHANNE had over come all of it. She attended her first school at MATATALAIB BUNO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL as preparatory level, she enjoyed to draw anything into her pad of paper and without any hint of her tomorrow’s, YHANNE on her early age started to collect different color of pencils in green, yellow, blue and red.
When she reached her six years of age she blow her last birthday cake after the changes on there life happened the time when her father told her to drop “Papa” and change it to Tatay as “Mama” to Nanay. She attended her first intermediate days at DAMASO BRIONES ELEMENATARY SCHOOL and after a week she was transferred to CARANGIAN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL and then suddenly her parents decided to move out into her father’s hometown. A typical province far from civilization YHANNE first conclusion after her feet landed in the land where she finally enrolled her grade one in the late month of June at ODINGAN SOUTH CENTRAL ELEMENTARY SCHOOL where she finished her elementary level constantly in section one. As an alien to everybody on her first year of stay in the locality she became the center of attraction in terms of funniest jokes, the unforgettable moment of her childhood years, the tears she cried. At the age of fourteen the destiny permits her to use her colorful pencils when she had written her first mushy poem. She graduated her high school at ROMBLON STATE COLLEGE the most popular college in the province. Her high school days were the happiest moment she had on her younger years.

And now at twenty RYANNE or simply YHANNE to my family meanwhile HERZ to my friends I am now a fourth year college student taking up BACHELOR OF SCIENCE IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY here at ROMBLON STATE COLLEGE, my Alma Mater. I am still proud that I was raised from a poor family and been blessed by a scholarship grant (STATE SCHOLARSHIP PROGRAM) in order to continue my studies. I am a homebody type of person sometimes I’m nice and sometimes I’m naughty but it depends upon the people that surrounds me. I am a piece of hard headed what I think I’ll do it but I make sure it wouldn’t harm others. I’m moody and I hate interruptions, I am a little bit shy and childish but I’m sweet fun loving friend to everybody. I love music I can’t live with outit around me and I do believe that music can touch one’s life. I enjoyed reading and watching movies and I also love writing simple poems, essays and sometimes short stories and scripts through my writings you will deeply know me, my sensitivity!I have a lot of dreams and at the age of twenty-six I’m hoping that all will be materialized and I do believe that all the things we are trying to struggle is our destiny!!!

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Just being emotional …

Forever In Blue JeansPhilippines is well known in celebrating fiesta, there’s town fiesta, barangay fiesta and so on..when our barangay (the smallest unit of government) celebrates fiesta there’s always an awards night or  beauty pageant. Awards night for the basketball or volleyball tournament, a program like this will not be complete if there is no open disco for everybody. 
Mostly I went there with my family just to watch the first part of the program and little part of  the second part it which is the disco part. We’re just contented standing in the corner together with the other people who can’t afford to buy a table like this. Usually table cost P300 – P1,000 ($6-$20), the higher the price the more food in top of the table like chicken lechon (roasted chicken), beers, softdrinks and finger foods. Lechon is always part of a fiesta celebration.

The benefits on being on a table is you have a good view with the stage, you’re relax sitting in a chair and you have food to eat.

I am not after the table , as we always jokingly said “We are just going to bring our own table from home” then laughed. The only thing that matter is when you saw your other relatives sitting on a table and never care to talk to you or a simple invite to sit with them even it is not true to their hearts (plastic invitation) well you know you are not going to accept it, who the heck will sit in table with her home clothes and slippers?  The thoughts always count eh. They don’t know you in that particular of time, anyway they always don’t know you so what else to expect from them.
Things had change when I become what I am now, they know who are me and I now exist on their senses. Our house now exist on our place because now they can always see us if there’s a special gathering to attend too that we always don’t know. C ‘est lavie!
This photo is a bit of memorable (lol) because this is the second time I was not a by-stander anymore and this is the first time we bought a table, some of my cousins contribute so they can sit. Others just sit and buy their own chair which you can’t do to them if they own the table, anyway I we invited them so no harm.

The people on the photo (L-R) Me, April (My father’s cousin on vacation in our barangay, they said we have to call her Aunt, I am older to her, she is just 18 yrs. of age), then some guys cousins.

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The beauty of Nature

Is there  a tow-a way car boat in the sea? I found this photo very lovely you cannot even see that there’s sea water, it seems it is just a flat ground. The sky and the sea has the same color, this photo was taken by my mother few months ago in San Andres, Romblon while they’re having a women’s event.
This is a port..
The sea is so calm…

An empty street …

Wordless Wednesday is an…
empty street.

Free Wedding Photo Book from Artscow: Yay! My Photo Book arrived

This is the continuation of my previous post about someone ringing the doorbell  so the delivery man drove away but after a few minutes he returned, as I have heard his motorcycle and a gushing sound behind the door as if something was thrown away.  I immediately got up and open the door, I am not wrong all along. There are two packages,  knowing that it was the package that J is waiting I gave them all to him, but when I looked at the second one I have read my name and to my excitement I took it from his hand, it was a mail from Artscow .  I am not expecting for a prompt delivery service from them especially when it was my first time to address it in Korea, I thought I will be able to get my order in July.

This is the two 8X8 30-pages photo book I have ordered few weeks ago which was shipped on May 18 and yes it only took 8 days to arrive here in Korea, I am too excited to open it but hubby told me he want to sleep so I postponed opening it, scared that I might woke him up in sound of the plastic. I put it down the bed and keep looking at it, hubby spoke “You know it won’t disappear, right?” I feel embarrassed as if I am little kid that caught looking, I am just too excited to see what’s inside even though I know what is it. So I went back to sleep even I can’t sleep anymore because my mind is on the package just below the bed.

I had a little sleep, the alarm clock bring me back to my senses once again It is already 9 o’clock hubby’s time to eat his breakfast, I am not going to prepare it because he just drink whey protein and mashed sweet potato in the morning so I grabbed the package below and immediately open it, after a while I’ve seen hubby opening his package in the kitchen so I went to him. Hoping that Mom send the photo book I address to them because its free if it was deliver in US or Canada. or even inserted a bar of chocolates inside. To my dismay hubby’s package is just his vitamins, I think five bottles. Then some paper he ordered online for his genealogy project, tracing his roots and ancestors. Hubby said it is my fault because I did not tell Mom to do it, but I told him  back that he didn’t told me that she’s going to send his vitamins here.

Anyway my review about the product, it is really good. Printed clear and book tightly. I am thinking to ordered once more not today but in the near future if I have money to do it. Hehe

Doorbell Rings – I’m scared!

A doorbell ring wake me up this morning,it was in the second time ring when it came into my senses and spoke to hubby, “Sweetie its your delivery” (referring to the package he is waiting from my mother-in-law ) I think he is also not aware at first what’s the doorbell ring all about, he immediately jump out of the bed. The doorbell ring four times, when hubby is already right onto the door we heard the deliveryman footsteps walking away and a sound of his motor vehicle. Hubby was a little pissed off but he said maybe the guy will return this afternoon as he is going to bed again. He asked why I did not got off the bed, How would I say I already had a phobia when the doorbell rings? I had a phobia opening the door, afraid that the person’s outside is the bible tamper, or another like them. Weird!

This is the story why. It was just yesterday when I heard a knocking, banging sound at the door adjacent to us. Few minutes later our doorbell rings, I immediately opened the door thinking it is the deliveryman we are waiting there is an intercom but I am not using it because even I did we cannot understand each other.  In to my surprise it was two ladies, we didn’t understand each other. very well  I told them No Hangul, English Yes. The first lady knows a little English though, Anyway I want to close the door but I sense hey don’t want yet to leave. The first lady asking for something, she said mool. As far as I know mool means water in English. So I asked her, water? She told me she want a drink by showing an act of drinking something, so I poured cold glass of water for her I did not close the  spring door  while doing it because the second lady is holding it and I think it is disrespect. Well to  my surprise they are already on my back, because our kitchen apartment is just in the doorway, they already invited their selves inside. The spring door was already close, so they ask me something if I am alone I said no. Then she asked me about passover, salvation, bible and etc.,

She asked me I had a bible I said Yes, so I look for my bible on our bed but can’t find it either on my bag so I told her it is missing, maybe I left it in Seoul. Surprisingly while I was looking for it I had a hint she want to follow me but I went back in a nick of time bringing my bag and showing them that I can’t find it.  My guess was right she really want to follow me because she was already with her socks, she peeked  inside our room and see my laptop in top of the bed. Then she said something, I immediately got my laptop at the bed of course I think it is already disrespect if they want to sit on our bed, so she put it on the floor  on our room of course, anyway our apartment door inside is a sliding door like a Japanese door that just divides the kitchen and room. I manage to find my bible and I have found it on the top corner, she get it and open it and read a lot of phrase  to me. And then she operate my computer without asking if she can used it, anyway I already gave it to her so I think it does not need anymore.

On my observation she is not used with touch pad on the way she manipulate it, her hand is getting and pressing hard on my laptop. Well she showed me some video and me a retarded had also a discussion with her, while the second lady was just a silent company. She showed some video about salvation, passover, mother God, ye it is three videos.  The weird thing about them is they believed that there is Mother God, and we are the children of Mother God. I don’t want to be disrespectful so I just entertain them, and in the end it seems they want to stay more longer so I told them I need to shop my husband will arrived and I have to prepare food which is true that I need to buy eggs . She laughed and say something to the second lady, don’t know but as if I understand what she’s saying in my translations “You just want us to go” Well that’s what I feel because they are almost thirty minutes inside our house, I did not yet ate my breakfast because I just wake up when they knocked and hubby just left. I did not even yet wash my face or brush my teeth, so if my breath stinks like morning dew sorry to them (lol).

They asked me for a phone, I said none and ask them why? They want to make contact with me, they won’t  stop asking home phone? Still none, which is true we really don’t have phone or mobile. So I told them I really need to shop so they asked me too shop, E-mart? I have told them no, not to E-mart just here, beyond the vicinity. I also told them I have to eat lunch, then they asked me to come with them in their church and have a lunch. I said again no, my husband will arrived and I have to cook lunch for him then I stand maybe she know I am not interested anymore to talk with them then she asked for a comfort room, so she went and I return the laptop in the bed.

Well no more question that’s mean goodbye but before they leave they asked me if they can return tomorrow here. I said No, a big big no and say bye. Hubby will hate me for letting strangers get inside our apartment. So while they are on our door I am in between thoughts, grab my jacket or close our door for them. Well I grab my jacket and run through the door, I am going to shop so they will know I am not  just making an excuse a while ago.

I saw them walking in front of me and of course they saw me I just bow my head to say bye once again, we parted ways in an intersection. In my naked view I saw them in one corner, waiting for taxi.

When hubby arrived I told him what happened he was a little bit worried, he asked why I let them in. They might looking around our things, and maybe they see our laptops. That was the time a light blinked on my mind, I easily trusted them what if hubby was right? I told him she asked for water, and to his dismay I told him she used my laptop too. So when we went to gym last night, he keeps teasing me. I am sure our laptops we’re not there anymore because your little friends just broke up inside our apartment. Luckily they didn’t, maybe they are really bible tampers.

That’s the reason why I had phobia when our doorbell rings and opening our door because that was not just a first time it happened it was second time here. The first time the lady just gave me a pamphlet, it also happened many times in Seoul. I had this phobia since in Seoul, the only difference we don’t had doorbell over there, so they just knocked. They also keep insisting me to come with them in their church, asking some question. Let me talk to someone on their phone who is fluent in English. And you know in Seoul sometimes I heard someone want to get in our apartment by trying to open the door knob, sometimes the way they knocked as if it is emergency. That’s why I am too thankful when we leaved our old apartment, people thought it is the main door of the apartment because of the stairs , we are on third floor first door that even delivery man and police will knock on our door.I am hoping apartment here in Korea has a peeping hole.  The only thing I am thankful our door here in our new apartment is secured, you cannot open it unless you know the code that only I and my husband know. But when that case happened that I already opened the door, I am dead if the person  behind the door is a murderer. There’s a CCTV too in this apartment but does our landlord always looking at it? If you’re interested to take a look at their site just visit here

A little information about their ministries, The World Mission Society Church of God (Korean: 하나님의교회 세계복음선교협회) was founded by Ahn Sahng-hong in 1964. The church believes that he is the second coming of Christ. Ahn Sahng-Hong was baptized in 1948 and died in 1985 and the current leader of the church is Zang Gil-Jah, known in the church as “the Heavenly Mother”,and the General Pastor is Kim Joo-Cheol. About 70 percent of followers are women and Korean Americans are increasingly found among the new adherents. Its headquarters are located in Bundang, Sungnam City, Kyunggi Province, roughly an hour away from Seoul.

The church believes that Zang Gil-Jah is “God the Mother” (who they believe is referred to in the Bible as the New Jerusalem Mother) and that Ahn Sahng-Hong is God the Father. The church regards the earthly family system as a copy and shadow of the heavenly family system, consisting of a Heavenly Father, Heavenly Mother, and the spiritual brothers and sisters (humans)

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The Red Lanterns

This photo was taken last weekend when we went to Seoul to watch the Lotus Lantern Festival, see the full story here.

You can see a different color, sizes and styles of lantern during the Festival, it is an event you wouldn’t miss.

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Meet Snipey

Meow! Yuri is not just the one who had a potential to be a model, here’s Snipey, the model cat.
Hi everyone, My name is Snipey and nice to meet you all. Ryanne call me Snipey because I am black as Wesley Snipes is. I am few months old on this photo, my favorite food is chocolate and curls. Every time I heard Ryanne or Luke scratching  plastic I run fast as I can with my siblings, and Mom. Sometimes it means snacks but most of the times they’re just teasing  and make fun of us because it is always a marathon.
I am sleepy here in this photo because I am really sleeping that time but Ryanne wake me up and all I know a light blink on my eye. She really loves taking photo of us.

 This is me when I am few days old, don’t know what comes to Ryanne‘s mind. She hanged my sister’s like this and took photo, I am so scared that I hide on my mom’s tummy but she still find me and this is me hanging on clothes  string. I am really shivering that time.

 This is me with my sister’s, this was our first time to went out of house, Ryanne picked the three of us and put in top of the chicken’s coop. We are all afraid on the strange light and place, I cried out loud calling for Mom. I have seen Mom but she never care to come near us she was busy licking her fur maybe she knew there’s nothing bad will happen to us.

Thanks God someone heard us crying, that’s not Mom. That’s my older sister Paul, dunno why Ryanne name her Paul she’s a girl. She is our substitute mother when Mom is not around or even she was, she cleaned  us and let us drink her milk. We are really pampered by our sister. She returned us inside the house one by one.,

See you again, I will introduce my family to  you.

Stone bibimbap

Except from gimbap and kimchi I also like the Korean food bibimbap, i’ts been a long time since I have ask hubby to bring me in a Korean restaurant but we always end up not going because too afraid to order because we can’t speak their language. I always told him that we are just going to do “point-point” to their menu, but when hubby agreed I am the one who back-out.
The first time I went to a Korean Restaurant, it is also the name of the food establishment was when we are with Edward (hubby’s Korean friend), we are in Wangsimi that time staying in a hotel. Edward help us moved there so after moving we ate, they ordered bibimbap and I ordered bugolgi hot pot. See it here.
So went to Seoul last weekend, I have asked him again. We ended up in Insadong, and very lucky to find English translation to their menu. Anyway the photo at the top is another variation of bibimbap, this is called dolsot bibimbap (stone bibimbap). This is served in a very hot stone bowl in which a raw egg is cooked against the sides of the bowl. The bowl is so hot that anything that touches it sizzles for minutes. Before the rice is placed in the bowl, the bottom of the bowl is coated with sesame oil, making the layer of the rice touching the bowl golden brown and crispy. It was really hot, that makes the rice a fried rice, yes indeed the rice became hard like fried one.
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Spaghetti with Cream Sauce

I love eating spaghetti so much and as of now my favorite variation is the spaghetti with cream sauce, I first tasted at VIPS Steakhouse. Then I kept craving for it, so whenever I went to Family Mart and I like eating this spaghetti I will sure bag a box of it.  Sometimes it is not enough so I look online for the recipe and I am going to share it to you.

Ingredients:
2 cups mushroom slices
1 cup halved zucchini slices
1 garlic clove, minced
2 tablespoons Parkay Margarine
1/3 cup half and half
1/2 pound Velveeta Pasteurized Process Cheese Spread, cubed
8 ounces spaghetti, cooked, drained
Preparation:
Saute vegetables and garlic in margarine until zucchini is crisp-tender. Reduce heat to low. Add half and half and Velveeta. Stir until Velveeta is melted. Toss with hot spaghetti.
Makes 6 servings
This recipe created by Kraft Foods.