Dreamed that Someone is Trying to Kill Me
I had a very weird dream again, fortunately I only remember a bit of my dream last night unlike the other night I didn’t remember anything. I don’t know how it started since I can’t remember my dream fully, it all started seeing myself with my grandmother and other cousins, it looks like we are waiting for something although I wasn’t sure who are we waiting and then we went to a store across the street to ask for a direction and then we walked to a certain location which isn’t clear to me where we really going, we reached a street but we just stand over there, I vividly remember seeing an old building in front of us, I had a camera with me but it was unclear if I’d use it, then I don’t know how the dream jump, all I remember seeing a sharp knife being pointed at me, someone is trying to kill me, I was scared then I wake up gasping for air, the photo below is the exact knife I saw but with different handle.
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Looking online here’s what I found, to see someone holding a knife in your dream suggests that you lack control or power in a situation or relationship. Alternatively, the person holding a knife in your dream may be symbolic of a dominant male figure in your waking life.
To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits. Alternatively, the dream represents feelings of being let down or betrayed by someone in your waking life. You are feeling overwhelmed, shocked and disappointed.
Life After Typhoon Nona
The town is a bit busy today a lot of people and vehicle in the street unlike the previous day it is almost like a ghost town, maybe because people were not able to go out in two days because of the strong wind brought by the typhoon. There is a long line in front of the ATM in town, there is only one bank with working ATM today because the other machines in two other banks are offline.
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Anyway by watching television news tonight I have found out that the typhoon which made the fourth landfall in Romblon severely affected other municipalities in our province, some houses were left without roofs while the other houses are totally wrecked especially those houses near the shore, a ferry went ashore as well. There still no network signal or power supply in other municipalities, there is also casualties in our province because of the typhoon, our town is a bit lucky for not able to experience the wrath of typhoon Nona because as what I have heard a state of calamity was declare in one municipality.
Flooded River after Typhoon Nona
Typhoon is normal occurrence in the Philippines so a new typhoon came over to visit last night and leave some damage to other provinces after a storm surge take place. Anyway, our province was on signal number 3 but gladly the storm didn’t make a havoc, it only passed by with strong wind and rain, resulting to blackout.
When we wake up, it was flooding outside since the irrigation overflow but the water subsided over time. When the rain stops for a bit I went with my younger sister to deliver something, I initially don’t want to go since I just sat in front of my laptop since the electricity just returned but thinking that the river is overflowing and my sister might drowned I stopped my task and went with her.
The river which is initially dried up is overflowing with water and since the current is very strong at the other end of the river we are not able to cross to the other side. We are on signal number 2 tonight, hopefully no more strong winds.
Dreaming of Singing While Crying
It was said that dreams are feelings in our waking life that our subconscious mind created. Some people believed dreams are warnings and they have special meanings for us to understand. Anyway, another weird dream last night, I found myself singing and crying while pushing a bamboo cart (sort of carabao cart) in a dirt road, J is lying in the bamboo cart and I don’t know if he is dead or not, he was just lying in there without moving while my tears are overflowing while singing a song and when my heart felt so heavy he suddenly opened his eyes and smile mischievously like he was saying “it was only a joke”.
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Then my dream hops in, found myself and my mother in a square room without anything in it but a telephone in the wall, table and chairs and a glass window, I am crying and feeling nervous, like a feeling when you are waiting for a news from overseas. The room looks more like an office long time ago or a prison visitation room, then my mother is talking to someone it sounds like my sister and then all I know I was told that instead of me singing in a contest my sister will do it and I wake up it is nature’s call and my eyes feels like I just came from crying with tears that dried up. When I wake up I still remember the song I am singing but when I return to sleep and wake up again, I already forgot what song was it. Weird isn’t it?
It’s Going To Be A Sad and Lonely Christmas
Christmas is different this year; I have blogged last year that Christmas isn’t so merry and I think it is even worst this year. If I only knew that last year is a way better than today, I wouldn’t complained at all.
Well, since October, there’s already few carolers came to our house singing Christmas songs, found a few in the streets as well unlike last year there’s only one who got lost in front of our house and it is almost Christmas time when it happened. Today, the town is well adorned with Christmas lanterns and lights and there is a Christmas Bazaar in town too this year compare to last year with no decoration at all, so how on earth I say Christmas is even worst this year when some of the things missing last year were here today? Well, Santa knows it all…
We don’t have Christmas tree this year; it is quite obnoxious to have one. Anyway, last night when I am alone at home since my family is in town, carolers came by and without money to hand over to them I took the only money in my wine bank, yes it is empty now, and then I also gave the sole income from the ice packs, gladly someone bought 3 ice packs before they came or else I will just remain silent inside our house, when they left I have heard the kid with them asked the person who received the money on how much did I gave to them. LOL
Dreamed of Being in a Church and Seeing a Wedding Photo
Had another wedding dreams last night, although this one is different, it started when I see myself trying to sit beside my father it looks like I just came in wearing a formal dress, the place is quite familiar it is inside the church second row. In front I have seen cousin J sitting in front of a piano with her husband, they were smiling and then an aunt (who’s cousin J’s mother) was called to render a song. She came upfront and took something kept in the piano, I was thinking it was a music sheet; meanwhile my attention was focus into something while my aunt is preparing for her music number. When I look again at the front, the sheet that my aunt was holding is displayed; it isn’t a music sheet but two large photo canvasses, they were put in a painting stand. The photo in the right was me in white wedding dress with my father, in my dream, in the photo I look so elegant, gorgeous and beautiful while the photo in the left is a cousin wearing a black short dress which looks like a prenuptial photo, and it looks like she is sort of jumping or kicking a ball and her black dress is kind of shady in the photo. I don’t know what happen next, all I know everyone is voting which is the best photo of the two, silently in my seat I am wishing that ours will win and wish granted. When it was introduced that my father who’s beside me is the one in the winning photo a handful of camera men came near us and cameras started flashing, the crowd became noisy and I wake up because of nature’s call I keep waking up on the same time every morning, it was hard for me to remember at first what’s my dream, I was mentally blocked for a moment thinking I didn’t have a dream but when I recall about the photo being displayed, I remember my dream instantly.
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Lately, I have been dreaming every night and when I looked for symbolism of my dreams online they were tend to be positive and with this positive thought, I am able to dream and hope for a bright future but when reality sink to me on what is happening in my waking life I felt quite unwell, asking myself if it is true or it is just my delusion and fantasy that there is something good waiting for me at the very end of this long dark tunnel?
Looking at the meaning of my dream here’s what I found online, if you dreamed that you entered a church with a purpose, this dream means that you should not worry so much about the past; in fact, you will face interesting events ahead, which might change your perception of life. To dream of church from inside or outside describes spiritual enlightenment goals. It shows that you are eagerly seeking help from the diving and have desire of spiritual fulfillment.
To see a photograph in your dream indicates that there is a relationship that needs your attention. You are not looking deep enough into the problem. Alternatively, the dream means that you are clinging on to the past or to some false hope. Consider who or what is on the photo.
Understanding the meanings of my dream last night, it is true I worry too much on what had happened and I really seek for God’s help when I can’t carry my burden anymore. Maybe it is true too that I am clinging on to the past, giving myself a false hope that everything will be alright in due time. There are times I have asked myself if I really need to let go and is there really no hope to fix something that is broken?
But reading something like this, to dream of a piano is a good omen indicating that the dreamer will get rid of sorrow and other negative emotions made me hopeful and I guess you can’t blame me for it, isn’t it?
True Worship Offer to God
This Sunday is different from previous Sundays I have attend the church service because it is exchange pulpit Sunday and different Pastor (R) was in-charged to speak in front of the congregation. The church service didn’t start early because we’ve waited until the choir was done practicing their number in the parsonage.
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Anyway, the Pastor who preached in front of us is from another church in town and the scriptural topic he tackled is True Worship Offer to God and scripture reading can be found in Genesis 22: 1-10 when Abraham worship God through offering Isaac. The new pastor shared that true worship is a systematic way of obedience, a rendition of service, act of sacrifice and a sign of celebration. We are told too that everyday is a worship day and it isn’t only Sunday because when we are doing good things to others we are worshiping God so which means service isn’t only mean temple worship and it doesn’t only mean singing. Attitude matters, singing is just an ingredient of worship the most important thing is the word of God.
Pastor R says too that when something is done repetitively, it means importance so when someone repetitively asked how are you doing or if you are doing alright, it means you are very important to them.
The Art of Letting Go: Toy Cars
Toy collecting is a hobby for some people; they collect toys in different kinds and sizes. My mother loves collecting toy cars since we are little; I have thought maybe it was one way to relieve her frustration for not having a son since my sister and I are both girls.
Today, my cousin’s toddler son went to our house looking for an ice candy and his eyes wander in part of my mother car collection being displayed in the shelf, he asked a lot of question like why we have those toys and he also have toy cars and etc. When the little cousin left my mother immediately went to the pantry room where we also keep our old things since there isn’t food to stock and keep, she brought a red plastic bag outside containing the toy cars I have removed from the shelf a year ago since they were just collecting dust. I have been telling her to dispose those toy cars and give them away to little kids but she doesn’t like the idea since she purchased those toy cars herself and it’s her collection.
Well, although I know what’s on my mother’s mind I have still asked her why she’s taking out those toys and like what I have expected she is giving them away to my little cousin. Finally, she is able to let go of her toy cars although not all of them.
Dreaming Being in an Empty Abandoned Mall with a Glass Floor
I have been dreaming every night lately, and my dream last night is somehow different I found myself with my mother and sister in an abandoned and empty mall located in an upper level, a hill maybe. We are walking and looking around and then I went into a room and I have noticed that the floor is made of glass and will be broken in any minute, being scared that the glass is going to crash down since the mall looks like an old one I immediately grab into a wood baluster trying to get out of the door, my mother who’s outside seeing me struggling to go out, walked towards me and I was scared why telling her to be careful when walking because the floor is made of glass, and they are breaking and when I look at my mother’s feet the glass where she is standing is broken and was just tape together so it won’t crashed but when she stepped the glass just bounced like jelly, meanwhile my sister is the other room beside the room where I am, I can see her because the wall is made of glass as well then suddenly a guard from downhill whistle and coming running toward us, scared I probably able to escape, I’ve seen myself running and trying to hide in an empty room which looks like more of a school gym, I am trying to climb but I am not able to do it and then I found the three of us outside running down the hill escaping, while running it looks like a wedding was held in the nearby cottage, the guest where coming out and it seems one of the guest was a classmate of mine.
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Suddenly, I found the three of us in a bamboo shade along the street I guess we are able to escape from the guard, it was very sunny and hot outside, I am not sure if we are buying tire black or wanted our motorcycle to be wipe with tire black, while my mother and sister busy talking to someone I’ve seen my older cousin J came in and sit inside the shade, we acknowledge each other and then some motorcycle passed in the street, it looks like they were the wedding guest since I saw my classmate as a passenger of one of the motorcycle, that’s all I remember.
Well, here are some meaning of glass online, according to have I have read to dream about glass represents tranquility or safety. You could be building a wall around you so that you don’t get hurt in a relationship or other situation. It may also symbolize being fragile, easily hurt or breakable. The thickness of the glass may be an indication of how fragile it is while broken glass may symbolize negativity, broken promises, shattered dreams, disappointments, etc. in life. https://www.dreamscloud.com/dream-dictionary/g/Glass
The appearance of a guard usually means one is being warned to be wary. 2. One is alerted that someone else may need guarding. – http://www.edreaminterpretation.org/guard-2/
A dream of a security guard may point out that someone or something needs protection, or that you have to defend against something. If a guard blocks the way in the dream: maybe you feel that you have to perform a particular task? Has one of the guards warned of dangers on the way forward? Then this can be understood as a general warning to be more careful.
To dream of escaping in a dream means you need to face something that you’ve been avoiding. Escape Trying to escape from someone signifies that we are feeling threatened.It is possible that anxiety or past trauma means we are unable to do anything other than try to escape from the situation itself. http://www.edreaminterpretation.org/escape-4/
To dream of trying to escape a situation or room may represent your eagerness or desperation to change your waking life circumstances. Dissatisfaction with the way things are. Finding an easy way out may not an option for you. Your wish to avoid something unpleasant. Trying to get away from something you feel stuck with. Feelings about consequences being too severe. Avoiding confrontation or a dramatic situation. Trying to avoid a difficulty. To dream of trying to escape people who are trying to catch you represents problems you are trying to avoid dealing with at all costs. An eagerness or desperation to avoid embarrassment or unpleasant consequences. You don’t want to deal with a problem right now. Negatively, it may reflect a refusal to confront your problems head on. Avoiding having to think or feel something right now.
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Dreaming about being chased may also mean that you are trying to avoid something painful, uneasy or fearful of something. These feelings in the real world can often be expressed in a person’s subconscious through the act of dreaming about it. People who don’t like to confront situations in the real world and run away from their problem may have a chase or fleeing dream. It is always important to ask yourself what you are running from in the dream.