Just another weird wedding dream this time, and I wake up with a heavy heart. I don’t know how it started all I can recall I am planning my wedding and I am in contact with a gay classmate W1 which is a wedding planner in my dream and then another gay classmate W2 came in the picture which is also a wedding planner in my dream and on my dream I decided to take the service of the second wedding planner cancelling my previous business engagement on the first one. Little did I know, the two gay wedding planners are competing with each other so when I hired W2 dropping the service of W1, the latter wasn’t happy especially after receiving an conceited call from W2, and then I found myself talking over the phone with W1, apologizing for dropping his service and when the other line dropped the call after resenting me on how I ruined  their plans and business.  Then, I  found myself crying and whispering to myself that hiring a new wedding planner is just a charade because my groom which is J isn’t coming so there isn’t  a wedding to look for, I was so sad in my dream that’s why I woke up with a heavy heart like I just came from crying.

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Weird isn’t it? I looked online what’s my dream telling me and here’s what I have found but nobody knows what’s the real meaning of our dreams and nobody could really tell our future.

Planning and organizing matters or events in a dream means rising in status. Planning in a dream also means justification of one’s responsibilities or actions. –

• If you dream of remarrying your husband or wife symbolizes your strong love and faith to each other. Marriage has suited you well. Your marriage may be about to change as well. Are you considering starting a family? If you are dreaming of planning your wedding, but have never met your future spouse, it is an indication that you have found harmony and balance between your feminine and masculine sides.  Conversely, you may be struggling from a lack of balance between your more instinctive side and your softer emotional nature.
• To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood, new home, etc) that you are entering in your life. – http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/wedding-dream-symbols.htm
• To dream of planning for a wedding represents preparations you are making for a permanent or serious change.To dream of problems or fighting at a wedding may reflect issues with commitment, confidence, or consistency. You may be having second thoughts about a change you were considering. Alternatively, it may reflect jealousy you or someone else has while watching others achieve something. Not liking seeing someone else permanently realize a goal. It may also point to feelings that seeing a permanent change occur is not a good idea. – http://www.dreambible.com/dreamdictionary/w.html
• May symbolize reviewing and questioning the status of your relationship. Consider how you feel – are you happy or unhappy about marrying your spouse in the dream? – https://www.dreamscloud.com/dream-dictionary/w/wedding