Oh well it’s Thursday today, day for nostalgic past. I really have nothing to be nostalgic I mean no specific photo, as I am always forgetful I am in kind of feeling of devastation, hatred to myself and etc., guess what? Well it is still nostalgic because while digging into my photos something reminds me to check.

I have mention many times I am have been busy downloading my photos from Friendster, so I have deleted the albums once I am done downloaded them to avoid confusion but there are some albums I have deleted without downloading them thinking that I have a soft copy in my computer, especially those photo taken here in Korea and few photos taken on our wedding day which is not too clear as they are taken by a not so good phone but the fact that is memories it is very important.

[Photo courtesy of geralt/pixabay.com]

So I look to my folders and I can’t find copy of those photos, it feels like I wanna pull my hair.  I am so darn dork and last night too I am looking for my the word document of my Anything and Everything blog as I copy them online then all of sudden I can’t find them then I remember I have deleted few files the other day to free space and I can’t remember if they are included, I am really disturbed last night that I don’t want to go to sleep, as I am adding those blogs to my other blogs. You know I got another idea, that is to scheduled post. Yeah, my blog post are scheduled except in this one of course.,

In my age of 24 I already have memory loss how much more when I am already in my thirties, huhuhu. Darn I guess I need to eat a lot of clams and shells to help me gain memory. Oh well, I have find the word document because the moment I wake up I started browsing all my folders but the fact that my  photos are still missing in action makes me say “Ihhhhh” so angry. I have mailed the box to Philippines today with the help of Pookie bear as I can’t carry it alone, and another memory loss occurred.  On the box I wrote our address without the Province name as I forgot about it  I just noticed it when I check it, but I can’t add it as there’s no more space and today in the postal office, I forgot to write our city’s name on the paper.  Lol!

By the way, I am little sick right now, it looks like the big bear transfer his colds to me. He is so happy that he is feeling well and keep telling how he feels good right now. Lol!

I am just so thankful that there’s no gym schedule today but not on weekends.  We’re going to attend gym tomorrow and on Sunday. Anyway just looking at the previous Valentine’s Day, I have noticed guys are sweeter when you are not yet married, what I mean juicy in giving gifts. Lol

First Valentine’s gift I received from Pookie bear, long-stemmed red roses, big teddy bear, box of Ferrero rocher

First Valentine’s day as married couple – digital camera, and boxes of chocolates

• First Valentine’s day together see it here. Sorry I can’t find gifts, maybe he did not give me a gift after all. Ah yeah I remember he told me his gift was my laptop.
• Latest Valentine’s day see it here.

As I am looking for a travel photo of mine in my Friendster account I have stumbled on this scanned document, this is the longest poem I have written when I am still in college, I submitted this in a literary contest in our school paper and it won as first place or “Unang Karangalang Banggit” as what it is written after the poem.  Never received a prize from this contest but since then I became a contributor of our school paper I’ve never tried to join or take an exam to be part of the school paper because every time new staff is needed either I am nervous to take an exam, we have a class or we have no class and I am at home. You know the typical life of a family saving for another day, so no class, no allowance and no fare to town.

Anyway because it is almost Valentines day I am sharing this poem, my life, my crush,  my infatuation and rejection. I thought I have encoded it long time ago but I can’t find a soft copy of it.