Just another weird wedding dream this time, and I wake up with a heavy heart. I don’t know how it started all I can recall I am planning my wedding and I am in contact with a gay classmate W1 which is a wedding planner in my dream and then another gay classmate W2 came in the picture which is also a wedding planner in my dream and on my dream I decided to take the service of the second wedding planner cancelling my previous business engagement on the first one. Little did I know, the two gay wedding planners are competing with each other so when I hired W2 dropping the service of W1, the latter wasn’t happy especially after receiving an conceited call from W2, and then I found myself talking over the phone with W1, apologizing for dropping his service and when the other line dropped the call after resenting me on how I ruined  their plans and business.  Then, I  found myself crying and whispering to myself that hiring a new wedding planner is just a charade because my groom which is J isn’t coming so there isn’t  a wedding to look for, I was so sad in my dream that’s why I woke up with a heavy heart like I just came from crying.

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Weird isn’t it? I looked online what’s my dream telling me and here’s what I have found but nobody knows what’s the real meaning of our dreams and nobody could really tell our future.

Planning and organizing matters or events in a dream means rising in status. Planning in a dream also means justification of one’s responsibilities or actions. –

• If you dream of remarrying your husband or wife symbolizes your strong love and faith to each other. Marriage has suited you well. Your marriage may be about to change as well. Are you considering starting a family? If you are dreaming of planning your wedding, but have never met your future spouse, it is an indication that you have found harmony and balance between your feminine and masculine sides.  Conversely, you may be struggling from a lack of balance between your more instinctive side and your softer emotional nature.
• To dream that you are getting married to your current spouse again represents your wedded bliss and happiness. It highlights your strong commitment to each other. It may also signify a new phase (such as parenthood, new home, etc) that you are entering in your life. – http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamthemes/wedding-dream-symbols.htm
• To dream of planning for a wedding represents preparations you are making for a permanent or serious change.To dream of problems or fighting at a wedding may reflect issues with commitment, confidence, or consistency. You may be having second thoughts about a change you were considering. Alternatively, it may reflect jealousy you or someone else has while watching others achieve something. Not liking seeing someone else permanently realize a goal. It may also point to feelings that seeing a permanent change occur is not a good idea. – http://www.dreambible.com/dreamdictionary/w.html
• May symbolize reviewing and questioning the status of your relationship. Consider how you feel – are you happy or unhappy about marrying your spouse in the dream? – https://www.dreamscloud.com/dream-dictionary/w/wedding

Just another weird dream last night, I have planned to blogged my dreams but there are times I forgot the details of them when I wake up. My dream started in a gathering which looks like a wedding; everyone is busy since it is going to start soon, people went out so the marching could start soon and then I saw an aunt in the flock of people marching out carrying her granddaughter, it was me who noticed that it seems baby K is peeing on her, so I called her attention and the toddler is really peeing which made us all laugh. Then while waiting for the wedding to start and for people to march in I heard drum beats and I found myself in the middle of the road carrying my DSLR and snapping pictures of the parade or festivities like the street dancing during town fiesta where dancers paint their selves and wore costumes, the wedding entourage and  dancers intertwined.  In my dream while I am taking photos I have noticed there is a second DSLR hanged in my body, it has bigger lenses, and it was J’s DSLR camera.

At first I was hesitant to use it because I know that when I touched it, I am going to be scolded. He doesn’t want his things to be touch without permission, but I have used anyway because he isn’t around and it feels like we are not together in my dream, there is a bitter feeling. I have enjoyed snapping pictures using his camera because I can use the view finder unlike mine that I can’t because it is broken; the snapping sound every time I clicked the shutter is music into my ears. Then it feels like the street was cleaned with people and I found the large group of different dancers, dancing and lifting their feet in joy and suddenly I woke up, hearing a distant sound of drums from the nearby church.

Such a weird dream, but with the recollection of things I have heard and read from before it looks like my dream means a bad omen, hopefully not, so I am praying nothing serious is going to happen to anyone I love, the people around me and people I know.

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